I finally reached out for help. I have temporary relief from my worries on the board I'm on. I had a long tearful talk last night with my husband. I told him how everything is weighing on me more than ever right now. I cannot handle it. I don't know if he truly grasps what I am feeling and going through, but he wasn't mean or on edge with me.
We are supposed to finish our Christmas shopping tomorrow. I'm staring at blank paper. We barely started and I just am not sure what's missing. My brain isn't functioning at the level I desperately need it to be right now. I don't know how I will pull this off.
I just need to breathe. I need to take a step back, which is why I'm on here instead of looking at that piece of paper, and let my mind clear.
I'm glad I spoke out. I honestly didn't think I'd get help from the board, but I am and that means the world to me. I guess she realized just how stressed I am. That's not necessarily a good thing, I like to keep things like that behind the scenes, but at least I can breath a little more right now.
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