Telling people about my injury is not something I enjoy doing. I feel shame and embarrassment. I wonder what they are thinking. I hate when they reply with, "I'm sorry." For what? They didn't cause it. It's just who I am. I don't wear it on me, but at times I think maybe I should. Maybe if I wore it as a medal, more people would understand. Would learn. Would give me more leeway when I'm not okay.
It's strange. It leaves me feeling sad for myself. I hate it.
I still hate the memory messages that seem to cover my homepage on Facebook daily. "Hold memories close." "remember these days", etc. It drives me up a wall. I want to post on each and everyone "I can't!!" Instead, I sit here, daydreaming of posting that, and just move on.
It sucks.
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